'the undeserved end.'

the rain..

the rain lashes down upon my weary head,
soothes
takes
drowns

what i’ve always said,
this death
creeps
into my sunken bed.

swirling
dreams
capture my desires,
a calm so violent
catches my lonely breath,
held forever
is this it

the undeserved end?

before i’ve slept,
wept
or even dreamt
is this all i’ve got to send?

colours fade

suffocate
obscure,

ambers form the embers of my heart..

the irony

tonight of all nights
when i need it most

life.

i feel it
choking

fading fast.

swirling
nightmares
capture my desires,
a calm so violent
catches my last thought,

held forever
this is it,

the undeserved end.

i’ll sleep
never weep
again
nor dream

forever
sleep.

the rain..

the rain lashes down upon my weary head,
always soothes,
takes
drowns

what i’ve always said
this death
creeps
into my sunken bed.

run to my side

gone..

alone..

my undeserved end.


{sympathy's symphony.2007.(orig1994.)}

Michaela James.